tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8804250895155919596.post3044774998386255350..comments2023-06-25T08:05:01.167-04:00Comments on The lustful quality of watching her erotic demise: The bottomless pitDeityhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06171402123131370261noreply@blogger.comBlogger3125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8804250895155919596.post-59701422758216795712007-12-17T11:55:00.000-05:002007-12-17T11:55:00.000-05:00jayne,for me, what slightly differs, is that i've ...jayne,<BR/>for me, what slightly differs, is that i've had a constant need for sex unrelated to how much i'm actually engaging in it. my mind just revolves around the idea it seems.<BR/><BR/>meg,<BR/>i never really thought of my childhood as repressive, but it's interesting to hear your perspective on it. i'm not opposed to the idea that it might be, it's just a new thought for me. <BR/><BR/>i guess this begs the question: what is a "repressive" childhood?<BR/><BR/>my parents never sat down and encouraged free-flowing discussion or encouragement of self-exploration, but then i doubt many parents did (some, i know did, but not many). <BR/><BR/>it's that damned catholicism. that's to blame for all my arousal.Deityhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06171402123131370261noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8804250895155919596.post-88181624424289142602007-12-15T15:15:00.000-05:002007-12-15T15:15:00.000-05:00deity, i think there's some evidence that growing ...deity, i think there's some evidence that growing up in a repressive atmosphere can lead to a powerful and insatiable sexuality, just as much as it can lead to a pathological fear of it. that is the case with a lot of people i know, including my sister and myself. like we're just trying to correct the past, make up for generations of unfulfillment. i've gotten the impression in your posts that repressive could be a good word for your childhood too, although i'm not positive that i'm remembering right (forgive me if not). but if it is true, you're really just doing your duty. :) and connecting and being intimate-- and having a 'corrective emotional experience' in the process.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8804250895155919596.post-66716482786828589792007-12-12T02:57:00.000-05:002007-12-12T02:57:00.000-05:00Deity,my experience is similar to yours. If i am h...Deity,<BR/><BR/>my experience is similar to yours. If i am having sex i need more. The only time in my life i didn't have a sexual partner i didn't need it and didn't even want to masturbate.<BR/><BR/>When Master put me on restriction for a long time my need for sex declined and i was less horny. The best result for Master was to limit my ability to masturbate rather than curtail it completely.<BR/><BR/>regards<BR/><BR/>jayneAnonymousnoreply@blogger.com